Today I stuck to my goal, and for that I come that much closer to my end all goal. It may not be much but I did what I planned and set out to do. In the morning I went to school and I approached. I wouldn’t say approached directly or with intention. I approached just to ask a simple question; “excuse me, how many books do they allow you to take out in the library?” That was #1 goal of the day completed; ask someone in a school a question. Then a few hours later after I finished eating lunch with the family I saw these two European ladies holding a map and just looking for directions. So I went up there and asked them “do you guys need help?” After that I was feeling pretty good. I had completed two of the main goals of the day. After I went home I felt like crap. I was thinking about going to a meetup.com thing. I had an account on meetup.com for a looong looong time, but I never went to any of the events. My anxiety killed me. After a while I talked to my homie and he pushed me to the point where I got frustrated. Then I was thinking, wow I’m getting mad over salsa classes on meetup.com. So I decided to just go with my heart and went. The lesson was awesome, even though I felt really self-conscience and stiff. I was really awkward, especially when I started to dance with the chicks. But in the end I did come away with a few new friends and I got to know this cool chick in my class. I’m just glad I did this, instead of staying at home masturbating, playing games, surfing the net and all other bullshit.
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