The "ME" in the past and the "ME" in the comming future

Hi! My name is William. I am a short skinny Asian American man who cannot be seen in your typical GQ or fashion magazine. I am not your regular hot American stud. This is my journey to make do with who I am and learn to accept myself and appreciate myself while taking right action and becoming a better Asian man. I have changed a lot in these few months, and I have learned to accept myself little more. Of course I am still uncomfortable and I believe that there are still many flaws but this journey is hard and never winding so I keep my head up and keep moving steady. This is my story, the story about an Asian American boy who is on a journey to become a BETTER ASIAN MAN!

About two years ago, I found out about the Seduction community. At that time i thought all of it was crap and none of it would really work. I thought all of seduction depended on how you looked your money, education, car, house, popularity and other superficial entities. I believed that if you were an skinny short Asian American boy, you would only get girls of that similar potential. When i was a young boy, i did not believe in girls. I believed in playing video games all day, watching sports and playing sports. I just wanted to hang out with the "boys" because I thought, "I'm such a loser no girl would want to hang out with me." Growing up I was always one of those boys who were looked at as having no sexuality and basically just a regular friend who only hangs out with the "boys." As time passed i started having nights of insomnia where I would just lie awake wondering what the hell was wrong with me. At this time I've seen guys who were way uglier than me score chicks that were way above their standards. I decided to give the tricks of the community a try, and long and behold a few did work and i was able to hold a girl's interest. I started invested more time searching for material.

In March of 08 I decided to take the ABCS of attraction, it changed my life and I saw things in a new light. Ever since the boot camp I have been working gradually to push past my comfort zone. So far this has been an exciting, depressing and amazing journey. I hope to completely destroy my ego and continue with this tough journey because i know in the future it will make me a better person. This is not about picking up chicks, this is not about meeting new people, this is not about showing off to your boys, it’s not even about knowing the coolest social venues; this is about me and self-improvement!!!